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Friday, April 29, 2005

waiting

A lot of things in life are about waiting. And my friends know that waiting isnt exactly one of my strengths. But at least I have a backup plan (in case Singapore doesnt work out), and not even a bad one :) I miss Korea. A LOT. *sigh*

My parents are gone btw, to Canada. They will be in Montreal soon! And a lot of you guys too. I want to go too. I miss you all. A LOT. *sigh*

Had a nice talk with a good friend tonight (after talking to most of my UVic friends last night at Dave's Party...that was fun! Even I really couldnt tell you what Patty was trying to tell me ;) - Well, anyways Christine was over she is a friend from middle school and we have been through a lot of things together. We were sitting in front of my aquarium watching my babies lol Felt rather stupid, but we both are usually pretty busy people, so it was different, but fun. I cant believe I wont see this set of babies grow up either. Last time I had to leave for North America, this time I am leaving for Asia.... I cant believe I will be heading to another country again in about 3 months! I am kinda scared, yet totally exited.

TO BE CONTINUED...

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Upcoming decisions

Again I am waiting for faith to decide. I have an interview with DHL Singapore tomorrow. If I pass it: Awesome. Yet I will have to make a decision between Singapore and Korea (Chamber of Commerce). If I dont pass it: Even better. I dont have to make a decision and I will spend 4 months in my beloved Korea :)

So wish me luck :) hehe....

Sunday, April 24, 2005

Heading for the future!

The CS Crew on Sunday morning:
group2
left to right: me, Eva (Saarbrücken), Florian (Mannheim), Christopher (Berlin), Ken (sitting, Berlin), Juliane (Trier, Köln), René (Oldenburg), Inken (Berlin), Sabine (Chemnitz)

1. CSTK 1 was a great experience.
2. Met some awesome people.
3. Stratgic work is challenging, but fun.
4. CS is a topic you can discuss forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and...
so on and on ;)
5. There will be a follow up in August. And prolly I wont be here anymore to participate, which is really sad, yet I know the next two months wont really leave me a lot of time to do a lot of things besides DIPLOMARBEIT (final thesis).

BUT of course there are other things....
1. School starts tomorrow. Monday is my fun day: Japanese language course, Japanese seminar, Korean culture studies....life could be soo much fun!
2. I need to find out more details about the internship in the Chamber of Commerce in Seoul. I am pretty sure I am going though. DHL STILL didnt answer! DUH! Good-bye Singapore :'(

Ok, I g2 run now, otherwise I am going to fall asleep on the keyboards....PLUS I am going to watch a documentation about HITLER.

PS: I cant believe that the team of 9 people I worked with this weekend were all German. I got really spoiled by AIESEC Canada. And I miss the multicultural view on things. I feel like an outsider again..kinda lonely. Even though people were really nice. Just sometimes they are so "white" ;) hehe....Sai, you know what I mean!

more CSTK 1* - the beauty of abbreviations

Wow, hardcore AIESEC work. We got up at around 7 AM, got to the AIESEC office in Berlin at around 8:15 AM, had breakfast at 8:30 AM, and started discussing at around 9:30 AM. Then had lunch for about 2 hours, dinner for about an hour, and stopped working at 0:07.

group1 AIESEC office Berlin

ken very concentratedKen at work

AIESECers are crazy! Well, its our NTT & some hard core motivated Oldies I would say. During the entire process I really felt exhausted at certain points. Major headache. But also the will to push myself over my own limits.

Its 1:20 AM now (we got home at around 0:30 AM, and decided we need some NON AIESEC talk). The others went to bed, but I don’t feel like sleepin yet. So I am going to watch "Final Fantasy"…for a bit :D

Good night!

--I guess I slept about 4 hours this night--

*Cultural Sensitivity Taskforce #1

Saturday, April 23, 2005

AIESEC CS Taskforce BERLIN!

How much must I love my AIESEC work….maybe you can imagine after this..

Today I got up at 9 AM, and since 10:45 AM I am at the airport….hmm, wanna know what the time is now?

5:10 PM….Its great that this wonderful airline is sponsoring us. What isn’t so great is the fact that our priority is “N2” which is the LAST…so if there are ANY other people on the waiting list, then we just have to wait..and wait..and wait...and...you got the idea...and today is a baaaaad day. Really bad. This is the 3rd plane which wouldn’t take me. And I was freakin no. 64 on the waiting list. Just to give you an idea: There were 7 free spots on the plane.

I am not upset…yet. No, seriously I am a little annoyed, but quit surprised how happy I am still. I just feel bad, cause the CS taskforce probably started about an hour ago, and I don’t want to miss that much. But hey, what can I do, eh?

Will keep you updated….*to be continued*

I wonder if the guy who is collecting the carts is starting to think that I stalk him…or if he is bored too…I am getting the feeling he starts flirting with me lol ;)

several hours later


Well, to make a long story short. I arrived in Berlin at 9:30 PM (and the flight is only 1 hour). Eva was on the same plane with me, but of course (without their merchandising/shirts you dont know who is an AIESECer, unless they jump around to "cotton eye joe") I didnt know she was with @ until I went to the baggage claim and saw a blue "flipchart transportation box" (dont ask for the English word) with the AIESEC Logo (in silver - is that CI?! ;) jk jk...Anyways.. I saw the Logo and went straight to the girl who picked it up :) Then we went outside and Christopher & René were already waiting for us to pick us up and take us to Inken's place, where the others were already waiting.

They had talked about a lot of things already (what is the current status of CS in Gery), and we then got to share our own CS dreams...

Part of my CS dream is, that especially people who are confronted and supposed to support incoming trainees/CEEDer/etc need a proper training.

END OF DAY

People went to bed at aroud 1 AM. I couldnt sleep. To be honest. Didnt really sleep that well since last weekend's "news". And I have the feeling deep inside the entire thing is totally "messing with my head". No clue how to explain it...

Thursday, April 21, 2005

AIESEC stuff

Sorting out old AIESEC stuff, its incredible HOW much papers I have. Thank good someone invented computers and we dont need that much paper anymore. Also realized how sad it is that a lot of the knowledge I have is going to waste now...structural changes in AIESEC Gery are the reason we dont have regional chairs anymore. Well, something simliar, but not exactly the same. I wonder if the new person for my region is even intersted in my input, cause otherwise I can just throw out a lot of things...

More AIESEC stuff coming up: I am flying to Berlin for a CS taskforce. Kinda exiting. I love CS! Lets see whats the outcome, right now I have the feeling no one really knows what the plan is...hehe...

Will be back SUN evening!

Cheers,
jen :)

My German blog

http://blogg.unicum.de/kimchi/

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Joke for adults or frog lovers ;)

I am cleaning up my room, and found an old print out...

A blond chick walks by a pet store. There is a sign saying: "Sex-frogs on sale".

She becomes curious, enters the store and sees a poster: "Sex-frogs for sale. 20$. Moneyback-Guarantee. Incl. user manual."

Blondie is a little embarassed, but decides to buy a frog. The guy behind the counter puts a frog in a box and tells her to follow the instructions in the box.

The blond chick returns home and right away fetches the instructions:
1. Take a shower.
2. Use perfum.
3. Put on your hottest lingerie.
4. Get in bed, and put the frog between your legs.

She does all of the above, yet nothing happens. She reaches out for the instructions again and sees some small print:"Pls contact the pet store if you have any problems or questions."

She calls the pet store and the guy tells her, that she isnt the first client calling, that he knows the problem and that he will be over soon.

Half an hour later he arrives, lets the woman tell him exactly what she did and then asks the woman to lay down again. Then he takes the frog and looks him straight into the eyes:"This is the last time I will show you how it's done!"


Thanx Celine for caring! I did some "shoppin" ;) Posted by Hello

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Good things!

Well, besides all the mess thats going on I caught a cold and twisted my ankle. F+++ up my ligament. Oh well....but THEN...something exited happend!

I was cleaning my aquarium. LOL. NO, that's not the exiting thing. Otherwise my life would def. be really sad ;)
WE HAVE 5 NEW BABIES!!!
I am very exited. I managed to catch 4 of them, but one is still in the big tank with the "bad" Johnny McFish (that's how my bro named him hehe...). I am doing a RL experiment and will see if no. 5 will also survive. I hope so. But on the other hand I am afraid of losing it, but then...it seems this is the start of the GUPPY EXPLOSION. So maybe I should stop right here, instead of later on having to give them all away or even throwing them out! Eeek, I dont want to do THAT!

Oh well...lets see what happens...
TO BE CONTINUED
Besides this I started playing the piano again. I am actually quite surprised how much I remember. Kinda cool. Yet you wouldnt want to hear me play, the piano is kinda outta tune...

Nothing else. I am just trying to "hang in there". I dont know what I think. My head is just empty by now...


I love this picture! It shows three of my best friends from Vic - smothered with cake :) Happy Bday again, Celine!!! hehe, sorry I had to steal this picture, its just sooo cool! Makes me happy :) Posted by Hello

THANX GIRLS!

You know who you are :D hehe...

Monday, April 18, 2005

18th of April, a day to remember!

18th of April. A birthday. But not anyone's birthday. It's the birthday of my grandaunt (lil sis of my grandma). Probably the person who loved me the most ever. She was like a second mother to me. When I was little I used to spend every weekend there. She went to this little store and got me a toy almost every week. My mom was upset with her more than once for that..hehe. She knew how to make toffee & "Kartoffelpuffer" (*grin* that makes me think of Derek, cause that's his favorite word). During Christmastime/Advent she put something on the windowsill on her balcony and told me the "christ child" (I tried to look it up, seems like a German invention) brought it.

She died. About a year ago. Out of the blue. No one expected it. No time to say good-bye.
It made me realize how important it is to tell people what you feel and think - NOW = before its to late. Because I wanted to call her a few days before it happend, but I somehow had "more important stuff" to do.


Here is a very uncommon picture and some ppl might say not an appropriate picture for a day like this, yet I think it is P E R F E C T, because it shows you a bit of who she was...
emmi_2_ausschnitt

Emmi, ich werde Dich immer lieben.
Deine "Maus"

Frustration

Today is probably the first day I feel really, really frustrated. I felt sad and blue about it before. But today I am just frustrated. Its about my family. Details shouldnt be on a blog I guess. Its about my parents getting seperated. I guess its about time for that. And today we got really close, and the last minute my dad changed his mind. Even though we almost had my mom agreeing to it. DUH! He has been living with a lie for the longest time. I didnt even know about it. Just found out. How would you feel if the person who taught you to be honest and loyal and the person you always trusted without questioning all of a sudden turns out to be someone who has been hiding things from your mother, your brother and yourself. And as result even had other members of my family being dishonest to me. (sorry bout the grammar today!)

I am hurt. I never felt so vulnerable. And I never felt such a lack of energy. I just feel drained. I cried so much these last days, now my head is pounding.

I am lost. Floating out at sea. And I feel like I am getting tired, ready to drown.

lonely

[this photo is NOT mine, it was taken from: http://www.mrx.no/album72/Alone.html - hmm, prolly copyright protected...]

I know he didnt do it to hurt us. He loves us more than anything. He sacrificed the last 20 years of his life probably. But its NOT better to put us through this. And I told him I rather have it ended NOW, instead of going on for a while again, and then putting all of us through the same situation again.

There is anger too, but most of all...frustration.

Friday, April 15, 2005

The political system in Germay - dedicated to PTITTY!

Wow, is complex...and its hard to find the right information. So I tried my best to give a "short" overview of the different positions.

1. Chancellor
2. Federal President
3. Bundestag (Upper House of Parliament, this is the translation Babel Fish gave me, even the official homepage of the BUNDESTAG doesnt have a translation on it!)
4. Bundesregierung (Federal Government)
5. Bundesrat
6. Bundesverfassungsgericht

Role of the Chancellor

The Chancellor has a prominent position in the government. He is, as it were, the "captain" of the ship of state. He determines who will be in the government, since he alone has the right to form the Cabinet. He chooses his ministers and makes a proposal that is binding for the Federal President with regard to their appointment (or dismissal). He determines the number of Ministers and defines their terms of reference. The Chancellor determines the general guidelines of government policy ("principle of Chancellor policy guidelines").

Role of the Ministers

Although the Chancellor has the right to issue orders to his ministers, the constitution emphasises the right of Ministers to conduct their affairs autonomously and on their own responsibility within the limits set by the Chancellor's guidelines ("principle of ministerial autonomy"). Many Ministers have been able to create a strong position for themselves on the basis of professional competence, skilful handling of public relations, and strong parliamentary or extra-parliamentary backing.

ABOVE INFORMATION FROM THE HOMEPAGE OF THE GERMAN GOVERNMENT

The Federal President

Presidential Election Council is called the group of citizen, who meets every five years once, in order to select the Federal President from Germany to. In this group are not naturally always the same humans, which can itself change. Always directly it is however that all members of the federal daily, thus the delegates selected by the citizens in the parliament, belong to the Presidential Election Council. They however constitute only half of humans in the Presidential Election Council. The other half is determined by the governments of the federal states of the Republic.

The Federal President is our head of state. But he really cant decide that much. His major task is it to maintain the contact to other countries. He invites heads of state from other countries to Germany, travels to other countries or speaks at large conferences. By all that he can explain humans in other countries, how we think in Germany over different things.

ABOVE INFORMATION IS FROM A TV STATION'S WEBSITE (translated with Babel Fish)

The Federal President is a head of state of the Federal Republic of Germany. He does not govern, but he represents the country. Therefore it stands over the parties and over all political institutions. He is neutral.

If the Federal Republic of Germany locks a contract with another country, then the Federal President signs, i.e. it signs the contract in the name of Germany.
If the Federal President travels abroad, he represents entire Germany. One calls such journeys state visits. If other countries send Ambassadors to Germany, they are received and accepted from the Federal President.

Other important tasks:
- He appoints e.g. the Federal High Court Judges and the officials of the Federal Republic of Germany.
- He appoints also the officers of the German Federal Armed Forces, i.e. the German army.
Without an appointment by the Federal President these people cannot become officials. If they did something wrong or if they want to retire, the Federal President can dismiss them. Only then they may go.

All laws must be examined by the Federal President. If everything is correct, he signs the law. Only then they become valid.

Another important task of the Federal President is the appointment of the Federal Chancellor. It cannot determine the Federal Chancellor, but it can suggest a politician to the "Bundestag". Normally he suggests the candidates for the chancellorship of the largest party and/or the coalition parties in the "Bundestag". The Bundestag selects the Federal Chancellor, but then the Federal President must appoint it officially.

Then the Federal Chancellor suggests the men and women, who should become Federal Ministers. The Federal President appoints them - and he must dismisses them at the end of their term.

The Federal President can dissolve also the "Bundestag", i.e. he can determine, when new Bundestag is selected. However, he can only do so if there are problems, and he must discuss it first with the Federal Chancellor.
The Federal President can decide thus very little alone.
He must always look for and on the opinion of the other political institutions and politicians hear a consent. Because it is politically neutral, it is also respected by the majority of the people. Its largest power is moral..

ABOVE INFORMATION IS FROM A PRIVATE WEBSITE (and was translated with Babel Fish, so pardon the English ;)

BUNDESTAG
The Upper House of Parliament is one of the five constant constitutional bodies of the Federal Republic of Germany. Apart from Federal President, Bundestag, Bundesregierung and Bundesverfassungsgericht the Upper House of Parliament is as agency of the countries the federal federal organ. It decides also on the policy of the federation and forms thereby on the one hand a counterweight to the constitutional bodies the Bundestag and Bundesregierung and it is on the other hand a link between federation and countries.

Remark by Jenny: Maybe its just my bro and me, but we really dont know much about the stuff the federal president is doing. I would say the chancelor is seeen as "head of state" in a sense that he is just around more = is seen more on TV and so on.

Additional stuff
Bills of the Federal Government are transmitted to the Upper House of Parliament to the statement. A law resolution of the federal daily must possibly be treated in several passages by Bundestag and Bundesrat. There is no agreement, the mediation committee is called. On the way of a law from the draft to announcing by the Federal President many examinations from different points of view are intended. No Federal Government, a Federal Chancellor cannot implement easily the own conceptions. The sometimes lengthy ways of decision making in the foederalen system offer in contrast to this their own democratic quality on the basis of control and common responsibility.

Thursday, April 14, 2005

current state of MESS

My friends know me.
My friends know I am pretty bad when it comes to cleaning up (there is just NO time for it!!!).

So, IF you are NOT shocked by this picture...you can consider yourself a true friend :D hehe...

room

simply cute!

baby

sorry for my blog

I know my blog seems so SUPERFICIAL...I will try to come up with at least one interesting fact today, so you dont only learn more about KIMCHI, but also about the world :)

my future husband

I still have to laugh when I look at the note from Tanveer:
"Find a boyfriend and settle down!"


AS IF it was that easy. I talked to a friend today, and I think that I am pretty set in the ways WHO I am looking for...

He needs
...to be funny (if he cant manage to make me laugh..sorry, NO way I am goign to date you!)
...to be intersted in environmental issues
...to challenge me and teach me new things
...to be faithful (I have had someone cheating on me before, if a guy even seems to have the potential of being a cheater...he is OUT)
...to be caring
...to give me space
...to be able to deal with the fact that I am a workaholic (prolly work will often be more important than him)
...to LOVE traveling & learning about other cultures
...to be able to handle my mess
...to be able to listen
...to like animals (sorry, Ric ;) & children
...to disagree with war
...to care about and be able to relate to others
...to like music and dancing
...and some other things that dont belong on a public blog ;)

Extras: It would be great if he could...
...speak more than 2 languages fluently
...cook
...play an instrument
...get me to totally stop smoking

He would be PERFECT IF:
He was at least half Korean lol kinda kidding, hmm, wait...NO, THAT would actually be AWESOME!
He would watch chick flicks with me and hates soccer (or dont bother me with it *grin*)!
He would love housework (*grin* ok, at least like doing the dishes or could afford buying me a dishwasher)

No way I would consider a serious relationship with a guy who is:

- self-centred
- flirting with other girls
- hardcore anything (I dont like exremes, e.g. someone who talks about a topic 24/7)

This is all I could think of in 5 minutes...more to come :D

PS: And of course there needs to be a spark!
PPS: I think I already found someone who is pretty close to being the man of my dreams (besides the fact that he loves soccer *grin*)...too bad he is my best friend...

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

What type am I?

I did the Jung/Myers-Briggs test.

First result: I am ENTP. (thats also the resut I got about 6 years ago, when I took the same test).
Second result: According to this test I am ENFJ. (22/25/75/44). Which means I am

* slightly expressed extrovert
* moderately expressed intuitive personality
* distinctively expressed feeling personality
* moderately expressed judging personality

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Its someone special's bday :)

Richy bday

wasting time

*sigh* I need to pick up speed. Didnt get anything done today, but spent a nice afternoon/evening in the AIESEC office lol

Had a talk with another AIESEC alumni and we were complaining about the weird ideas our MC has...they now only want to train soft skills, and from our point of view it doesnt make sense at all. We really need our members to have functional knowledge, and then we can worry about their other skills. But what good is a VP TN who can present, but doesnt know how to use insight???

Plans for tomorrow (AGAIN):
1. Go to the gym.
2. Clean up my room.
3. Start working on my final thesis.
4. Do paperwork (tax, insurance,...) - eeeeewwwwww! Tomorrow will suck!
5. Evening with my LC, and meeting some of my friends who I havent seen for over 6 months!

Monday, April 11, 2005

Improving my English...

what I learned today: "You're as useful as tits on a bull"

OMG....life is full of surprises...

Here is my true self..Matt, you saw it! I should drink, eh? ;)





Your Inner European is Irish!









Sprited and boisterous!

You drink everyone under the table.


Celine...I did it :)





You Are a Social Blogger!



Your blog is more of a semi-private affair for your friends.
It's how you keep in touch... sharing stories, jokes, and pics.

I give up on plans...

..not yet :D

Got up at NOON. Cant believe it. I need soo much sleep lately. How did I survice in Vic?

Drove my mom to the airport (she is going to Amsterdam to pick up her tourist group). Then bought groceries. Its time to cook some food. lol Jerry will smile, cause that was my plane in Vic too, but never did, due to lacking time. Then had to buy a birthday present for my friend's son Robin (he turned 1 yesterday, isnt that cute ?!?!). Then went to the petshop, cause I needed a new plant for my aquarium. Wanted to save a fish's life, but in the end he was killed anyways. I feel bad. I wish I had saved him. *sigh* yeah, I know its "just" a fish...

Then went home, wrapped the present, took a shower, threw the plant into the aqarium (will have to plant it tomorrow) and left for the birthday party. Man, it was crazy...about 5 kids running aroud (well, Robin isnt exactly "running" yet, but he can walk already...fascinating). Well, spent 2 hours there. Babies ARE cute, but I am not ready to have my OWN! You know me...not enough patience ;) Oh, and another small detail: no potential dad in sight either ;) hehe...

Then I went home, had dinner with my bro and dad (which is soooo rare, that its worth bloggin about lol). And watched the first episode of "LOST" with my bro. Hmm, actually I was watching, bro was laying on the floor and sleeping. Even threw a pillow at him...no reaction :P

Now I am trying to finish my resume and waiting for a stupid TV show to begin...and then I am going upstairs and cleaning up my room for a bit. PROMISE!!!

Things I didnt manage to do today:
- Go to the gym.
- Start working on my final thesis.

Hmm, ok, thats not too bad. If there is only two things every day on my list that I dont fulfil thats ok...as long as its not the same two for the next two months lol ;)

Plans for tomorrow:
1. Go to the gym.
2. Clean up my room.
3. Start working on my final thesis.
4. Do paperwork (tax, insurance,...) - eeeeewwwwww! Tomorrow will suck!

PS: Made BBQ Chicken today. Was pretty good...at least my dad and bro said so ;)

blödsack

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Say my name, say my name...

Duh! I am in the TEST FEVER again!!!





























































JENNY
J is for Joyful
E is for Enthusiastic
N is for Naughty
N is for Neat
Y is for Yummy


Plans!

To do April 11:
1. Go to the gym.
2. Drive my mom to the airport.
3. Attend my friend's baby's bday party lol
4. Clean up my room.
5. Put books in boxes.
6. Start working on my final thesis.

Schedule for this week:
- TUE, Thomas, LC planning
- WED, LC meeting, pub (SAUSALITOS)
- THU, Simone, baby watching
- FRI, leaving to the black forest to visit my grandpa

"Life is what happens while you are busy making other plans." - John Lennon

대하민국 사랑해 !!!

Yay, I wrote something in Korean. But I am sooo slow. I need to work on all my languages. Today I wanted to blog in another language than English - just to bug Celine *wink, wink*, but I couldnt think of anything. I will try to study a language at least one hour per day.

*watching DOWN WITH LOVE* and my bro is complaining about the movie!!! But its funn-iiiii!!! Not so main stream. Even though there is happy end.

Current Projects:
still no job lol - no wonder, I just started looking last week

Plans completed:
A) Clean my aquarium - DONE
B) Finish my resume - DONE
C) Sent out applications - DONE

Postponed plans:
D) Clean up my room.
E) Pack my books in boxes (need to get them out of the way before building my bookshelf).

Favorite brother:
still RICHY!!! Cool, eh? (even though he was just scratching....)

Called:
- Mi-Hwa: lots of stuff going on in her life
- Koko: she didn't pick up

Still need to call:
- Pei-Tien: as soon as I find the list with all the phone numbers...

Sunday, April 10, 2005

dumm-di-dumm-la la la

Happy me. Dunno why. Well, I guess tons of reasons:

1. Got woken up by two vanilla cats ;) lol My bro & Celine (on the phone!). Awesome! Had a nice talk, catchin up on each others lives. THANX FOR CAAAALLLING!!!
2. Did my dad a lil favor. I like that. He usually never asks for help, and so I am glad I could do something (but of course I didnt do it 100% right and he was mumbling in his beard...but oh well, my bro and me think it works...)
3. I played "CLUEDO" with my bro & dad. Was pretty cool. The first time I won, cause they all kicked themselves out lol
4. Watched TV (stupid invention...it should be called TS= "TIME STEALER" instead of TV) ;)
5. Worked on my resume for 1,5 hours. I am sooo NOT happy with the layout, but cant think of a cool design. *sigh*


Current Projects:

1. Find a job.
2. Build/buy a bookshelf (no final decision yet).


Plans for tomorrow:

A) Clean my aquarium.
B) Finish my resume.
C) Sent out applications.
D) Clean up my room.
E) Pack my books in boxes (need to get them out of the way before building my bookshelf).

Favorite brother:
RICHY!!! *GRIN*

People I should call
- Mi-Hwa
- Koko
- Pei-Tien

Saturday, April 09, 2005

DUH!

Why am I not getting done the things I want to get done?
Cause there is too much distraction in this world :D

Played "Attika" with my bro. Was fun, even though I lost twice. DUH!
On wednesday (at IKEA with Frank) I bought tons of photo frames, now my wall looks diff: There are a lot of empty photo frames on it (DUH!), in a lot of BRIGHT colors...
I wanted to sleep at midnight (was really tired), then turned on (Pay-)TV and they showed the 3rd part of LOTR & then I turned on my laptop = I am still awake: Double DUH!

Oh, good things:
- playin games with my bro
- had dinner with my ex-boss (she invited me). she is a lot older than me, but she is the coolest ever. had a good talk...she is my mentor, and I will always be grateful for that

Cheerio,
jen :)

Friday, April 08, 2005

Life is a bitch, and bitches can be fun...

something I learned since I "had" e-MAIL ;)

I was really exited: I talked to the HR person from an advertising agency I worked for. She said that I should sent her my resume and she would see what she could do to help me out with my job hunting. That was great! Then I spent a really relaxing evening watching "FRIENDS" for hours and eating yummy "Spundekäs" (specialty of Mainz) and something chocolatey. Oh, and I tried my friends milk-mix creations: Coconut-Yoghurt-Milk & Banana-Coffee-Milk (dont ask ;) - actually I shouldnt say that. Wasnt bad.

When I got home I found out more exiting things: A magazine here has an extra: A CD with the first episode of "Desperate Housewives". And yet more great job news: I passed the first screening for an DHL traineeship in SINGAPORE. Lets hope they at least think I am worth an interview! So many exiting opportunities. I am kinda overwhelmed! But prolly in the end nothing is going to work out and I will end up on the street :'( So....pls: Wish me luck!!!

Well, that much about exited. Then I read my brother's blog, which reminded me of the life my family is living right now and I realized how different him and me are. He is bitter and I am not willing to give up hope. No matter how much it hurts. I cant let go. I dont know why. Prolly its cause I always have to think of my grandma. She tried to keep the family together, and things would probably not be as bad if she would be still around. She was really awesome. So unselfish. So willing to give. And so willing to accept and love, and emphatic...I believe in that. I dont believe in giving up. I dont believe in making things worse by bitching all the time. I need support, but I dont get it. Yet, I understand why. We talked it over a million times (or at least it seems like it).

Its the same thing over and over again. LIFE=COMMUNICATION. Too bad humans suck at it...

Thursday, April 07, 2005

back on track

woweee, our internet is totally f*** up - sorry for the slang, couldnt help it. Its sooo annyoing. First it was gone for almost 2 days, then a friend of my bro fixed it, but now I have a hard time using blogspot. Its a total pain. And on top of that: Today I sent out an application, and the very second I submitted it, the internet just *poofed* and gone it was. DUH! Of course it was one of the STUPID forms that dont store the data, so I have to fill it out AGAIN!!! IT TOOK ME AT LEAST 30 mins to fill it out...*sigh* LIFE LIFE LIFE

Anyways...anything else. I met Frank this morning. We spent 3 hours at IKEA - like a couple lol It was funny, cause I told him to save money and prevented him from spending it. AND THEN...I ended up in the photo area, and I bought a million photo frames for a total of $60 (CAN). But I need to put my photos somewhere, eh?

Oh well, after that I spent the afternoon at home, trying to clean up more, wrote an application, surfing the net. Then I went to Mainz to meet my LC (wow, its Wednesday AGAIN!)...I was told that a trainee (from the US) thought I was Canadian the first time he met me. WOW! Thats A W E S O M E ! I am proud :) hehe..

I ended up staying at Iwona's until 1 AM, and then "dropped off" Thomas...until 3:30 AM lol....its good to see that I can still talk to my old friends...but somewhow its not the same...I realized something about AIESEC Vic: I had such a great time, cause I always felt like I "fit" in. Of course there are some people I like more, and some I like less or simply spent less time with, but I DO CARE and like the entire LC...and here, back home...I dont...I am saying ONE WORD: "WHITE" lol I know, not politically correct, but sooo true! ASIA RULEZ!!!!

Now its almost 5 AM, and I should sleep (gotta get up in 3 hours and help mom clean up more - her friend is coming to visit)...and I will stop my AIESEC discussions. Joan doesnt even know me and thinks I am a pain :'(

Sunday, April 03, 2005

midlife crisis ;)

lol not seriously...but the following is scary...

  • out of the 4 girls who have been my closest friends during school 3 are married and have children

  • out of the 6 ppl I spent most of my time with in my first semester at university, I am the only one who is still in school, 2 are married, 1 is going to have a baby anytime, another friend is getting married next year


  • AND...I am going to turn 28 this year.

    :D ok, ok, I am a lil exaggerating!

    to joan & all the others who still arent tired of discussing XP :)

    oh uh oh..question 3: no idea..how can you make 50.000 or whatnot ppl around the world agree on one thing..pretty impossible ;)

    And what we are working for: World peace ;) lol ok sorry...well kinda...umm, seriously...I have been in AIESEC for quite a while now. And I believe as long as we do exchange everything is good. I have had awesome trainees in 1998, 1999, 2000 etc etc...without common induction. It always depends on how proactive the trainee is and what personality he/she has. I found great friends. The XP thing is just a new hype. Lets see if we still talk about it in 5 years. There is soo much movement and new ideas in AIESEC...we shouldnt get all worked up. Its a good idea, but I personally still believe its more about the exchange and the right preparation.

    Cheerio,
    XP-alumni (ok fine, I still need to head for that stupid future - DUH lol...and XP-critic but TRUE AIESECer aka KIMCHI :)

    AS LONG AS WE ALL DO EXCHANGE AND APPRECIATE THE TRAINEES & PEOPLE WORKING IN AIESEC AND WHAT WE CAN LEARN FROM EACH OTHER: ITS ALLLLL GOOOD !!! - sounds pragmatic, but its sooo true! Or wouldnt you agree on that?

    AIESEC thoughts - the whole XP thing!

    blog I found on matt's site: Joan (@ Calgary)

    Hmm, I know my LC is sick and tired of discussing it..but its good to see other ppl who have critical thoughts. Thanx, Joan!

    After a lot of discussion and reviewing my experiences in the last umm (8 hehe) years, these are my thoughts:
    - AIESEC XP is the IDEAL case, but we all know we dont live in an ideal world.

    Problems:
    1. Can an SN have the foresight to know that common induction is beneficial for the traineeship and actually appreciate it for its worth?
    I serioulsy believe that before the traineeship a very small number of SNs sees the benefit. But there are a lot who dont and might not even see it during or after their traineeship. Problably they are wondering why they are paying that much money and on top of that have to "WORK" (=get involved in activities). There are people out there, that maybe dont want to be involved in the active part of AIESEC. Cant change that. Doesnt mean they dont learn anything from their traineeship.

    2. What does "COMMON INDUCTION" really mean? Everyone defines it differently. Some ppl say it means the SN has basic knowledge about AIESEC, some say they need to work as AIESEC members (raise a TN, organize a lil project - but then..do you seriously believe a SN will be a better trainee if they organized ONE evening with e.g. a country presentation?). We should first define more detailed what we really mean by it.

    ok, I dont want to sound like a smart ass, but I have some experience, not only in the LC, but also as XPS-Trainer...the problem we have with SNs (from my point of view=no one has to agree with that) have mostly the following reasons:
    - They are not prepared well enough.

  • TRAINEE's EXPECTATION:
    They are told that when they arrive they will have a reception and always someone to support them. BULLSHIT. We all know that its not always like that, because some LCs dont have much experience with trainees, sometimes members are really young, sometimes trainees arrive at a time where there are exams, sometimes the trainee is an idiot and no one wants to deal with him/her, sometimes people just dont care. Being through the entire XP thing myself: Dont set any expectations. Explain that to your SNs. Best way not to be disappointed.
  • LC's EXPECTATION:
    Make sure your SN is aware of the things the receiving LC will probably expect: Country presentation, involvement, acitivities...tell them that if they dont want to deal with the AIESECers, probably they cant expect as much support.
  • EXPECTATION SETTING:
    I think its key that the trainee and LC do an expectation setting. That they make clear what is expected of each other, and review this on a regular basis. Communication is essential. The only way to prevent both parties from having a negative experience.
  • AIESEC KNOWLEDGE: I totally agree that outgoing SNs should know about the way AIESEC works. That means the VP OGX/SN should organize a session in the LC and give a lil training on how AIESC works. If you can get your SNs to come there for a day, give them a big picture (history ppt, exchange processes, country presentation). But equally important make clear who the AIESECers are = volunteers. Also sometimes I have the impression the SN thinks: "Hey, I paid xxx$ for this, they should have better service." They should know that the receiving LC doesnt get any of the money the SNs pay.

    phew...there is more...but if you read until here(you gotta be a hardcore AIESECer): Thanx! :)

  • Saturday, April 02, 2005

    Today's headline: The pope is dead!

    Dont get me wrong: I dont believe in the Catholic Church. Not even sure about god at times. I just believe in "something", something good & something bad. But I am glad that the Pope is giving hope to some people. Because if makes them happy. So, why not, eh?

    And cause he seems like a pretty interesting person, here are some facts:

    Rising from humble beginnings in pre-World War II Poland, John Paul was the most widely traveled pope in history and was the first to visit the White House, a synagogue and communist Cuba.

    Only two of his 263 predecessors served longer than he did -- St. Peter, the first pope, and Pius IX in the 19th century.

    John Paul was born Karol Jozef Wojtyla on May 18, 1920, in Wadowice, Poland.

    After his ordination as a priest in November 1946, he rose steadily through the church hierarchy, becoming archbishop of Krakow in 1964.

    He was elevated to cardinal in a secret consistory in 1968 and formally installed in a Vatican ceremony days later.

    Despite his reputation as a formidable theologian and fearless defender of Catholic interests, his election as pope October 16, 1978 -- the first-ever Slavic pope and the first non-Italian to occupy the post in 455 years -- came as a surprise.

    So too did the energy and determination he brought to his papacy, never letting health issues get in the way of his travels.

    Not even an attempted assassination in 1981 kept him down. A Turk named Mehmet Ali Agca shot him twice. The pope recovered and later met Agca in prison and personally forgave him.

    He re-established the Vatican's diplomatic relations with Great Britain and the United States, as well as with Israel and the Palestine Liberation Organization.

    He delivered more than 2,000 public addresses and issued countless encyclicals and apostolic letters, making him one of the most active men ever to occupy the papal see. He canonized 482 saints, more than any other pontiff, and created 232 cardinals.

    John Paul's role in the fall of communism was a subtle but crucial one.

    Although his outspoken views on human rights gained him many admirers, his preaching in such areas as sexual mores, science and the role of women in the church alienated many liberal Catholics.

    John Paul II, whose 26-year reign as the charismatic leader of the world's 1 billion Roman Catholics was highlighted by visits to 129 countries, died today. He was 84.

    Sightseeing trip with AIESEC MZ/WI & some trainees

    ZEIL: Here are all of us at the beginning of our trip (6 trainees!)
    zeil

    OLD MONEY: Die gute alte deutsche Mark
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    RÖMER: City Hall & Fountain of Justice
    roemer
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    justizia

    OPERA
    old opera

    MAIN RIVER
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    dreikoenigskirche

    SACHSENHAUSEN
    sachsenhausen

    TRAINEE: Anne (France)
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    Friday, April 01, 2005

    Kimchi's mom on the web!

    Sorry, Korean speakers only :)

    Go HERE!

    Victoria

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