The good things in life

---in love---

Somehow love is never easy, but I am happy. I dont know how long it will last (but I DO hope it will last for a looooong, looooong time...if that means forever, so it shall be ;), but he can make me smile and laugh and really piss me off lol - also he keeps me pretty pre-occupied...sorry for not blogging more. But not a lotta things happend. The only thing is:

---interview & friends---

I am going to have a job interview where R. & M.-H. are living. So I hope to see both of them this upcoming weekend, and M. is maybe going with me. But we dont know yet...

Would be cool to work there, but the same time its up north, so its even futher from M. Tough decision....

UPDATE: In the end they postponed the interview. So I didnt go yet. PLUS first I need a job offer before I have to make a decision, eh? ;)

Why cant I just be a bitch?

Hmm, sometimes I wonder why I cant simply be a bitch. I mean if I wouldnt care about other people's feelings then I wouldnt have to think soo much. That would make life a lot easier. Then I could tell people to go and f*** off. Might be fun...HA...HA (WARNING: *I AM BEING IRONIC*).

But then, I learned to controll myself. I learned that words can hurt as much as actions, sometimes maybe even more. And I just think if someone already has a lot of issues in his life, then I dont have to cause more by acting like a baby and having silly discussions....therefore I am not a bitch today and simply press "delete" and forget about certain things...(but couldnt spare this comment, cause I would explode otherwise - sorry, guys ;)

This is the part where I want to thank AIESEC and the different people I met in my life that gave me the possibility to receive permanent feedback over the years. It changed me a lot. I am a lot more self-causious than 8 years ago.

PS: If this blog bothers you, I have a suggestion to make: Stop reading it. Thanx. Have a great life. - Ok, I can be a lil bit bitchy after all ;)

Sad and happy...

S A D

Someone who ones meant a lot to me found my blog and turned it against me, which is sad. Cause this is my way of sharing my thoughts with my friends. (And I really dont know where you got all the points from you were so mad about in your msg. Maybe you should have asked me about certain things, cause not all on this blog is dead serious...especially that alcohol thing...???? I dont know if we should even talk about it....you have created an image of me I wont be able to change anyways...).

H A P P Y

Besides that life isnt too bad:
- I am going to a children's bday party today lol...cool, eh?
- And I will get the results from the doc tomorrow. I really hope its nothing serious.
- Even though I didnt want a relationship I got into a relationship with someone who didnt want one either lol...but he is really sweet and we will see how things develop.
- News from Kraft. I will have my interview next week. Should better prepare.

Now its time for me to run and buy a couple of bday presents...what do you buy a 2 year old boy??? Hmm....chocolate? toy cars? These days I would almost guess he would want a gameboy *g* but I am NOT buying THAT for sure :P

Have a happy day everyone! Miss you guys!

Lots of love,
Kimchi :)

Superficial me?!

Wow. I am in a state of shock. I never thought that I would be superficial, but I guess I am. So whats the deal: I have a new boyfriend. And he is the sweetest person in the world. He is fun and smart and great. BUT...I have problems with his looks.

He is just so totally not my style. Its not HIM as a human (his face is cute! and he is overweight, but so am I :) so that doesnt bug me at all, its just the cloths. But then, hey...I wonder what I would do if I would meet someone who cant handle my style? If that person would tell me...listen, I am not comfortable with what you wear. I would say: "go and **** yourself" lol

Seriously. I mean HOW can I be so superficial and have 2nd thoughts if I think he is a great person???? Still in the state of shock.

Any suggestions? Any thoughts? Feel free to share em :)

UPDATE
He was wearing totally different cloths on our second date and I do like him more and more every day, so its all good :)

Cuuuuteeee!

The brother of a friend of mine bought himself a "STEPPENLEMMING" (German word). And they are sooo cute (well these are pics of the internet), but I am waiting for a picture of the ONE, the ONLY Gustav (lol thats how he was named ;)

STEPPENLEMMING

BABY-STEPPENLEMMING:
OMG, isnt he adorable???? I want one!!! lol